There is no language that can truly hold certain feelings. But somehow, this world has managed to limit feelings within the boundaries of certain languages, making them almost intranslatable.
I have been sitting with this since January this year, trying to name a certain emotion, rather a cluster of emotions, I think. I can't quite pin down, but I'll only try my best to describe it. It took me years to even realize it as a feeling, or the fact that if I let myself unravel enough, I am capable of feeling far more than I know how to hold.